When I say I want to leave
What I really mean is kiss me
When I say I have to go
What I mean is tell me no
When we go through this again
Acting like some kind of friends
I don’t want to pretend
I just want it all to end
When I say it’s you I need
What I really mean is kill me
When I say we can’t go on
What I mean is prove me wrong
When you break my heart again
Acting like it’s made to bend
I don’t want to make amends
I just want something to defend